Finally,
here comes the times when I finally meet an old best friend, bunch of new people as known as new friends, in which their stranger roles have brought happiness and delicate joys in my life, in which their appearance, laughs, thoughts, and knowledge have apparently opened the other door of happiness of mine.
Finally,
here comes the times when I could totally not spending my precious time to think about you and how blissful we were back at those time. When I could finally being absorbed of reading a very good things filled by zillion wonderful words called books. When I could finally being fully entertained by watching Audrey Hepburn's reincarnation in a very well made French movie, Amelie, without letting any single cells of my brain sneaking around trying to capture your image.
Finally,
here comes the times when I finally realize, that no matter how hard I've tried to erase you from my memory, I'll just end up with loving you even more, even harder. When I finally decide not to stop or trying hard to fight to hiding it, but letting it go, as when flow first appeared, its destiny will lead to the place where it should be there. Not here, not in mine, not anymore.
2011-2012,
I finally realize that this is more than just enough.
That I won't try to fight them anymore every time it keeps appearing,
That I'll just smile and letting it go, as it should be.
